Sunday, December 2, 2007

Time...Where Has it Gone?

It seems like yesterday I was talking about where I am going to college. What I am going to do with my life was on the tip of my tongue and many people were wondering how on earth I would survive being a music major. Many people even warned me that I would hate, no, DESPISE music after all was said and done.

Now...I'm at the end of my college career, at least for my bachelor's, and I can't believe I'm able to look back at the past four years. Time has left me speechless and experience, or lack thereof, is leaving me with new formed thoughts and a new outlook on life. I am beginning to realize, or really just have to face since I knew it was coming, all that is at stake with the decision of grad school versus teaching. Growing up comes with a lot of responsibility, which I knew, but seems so much more difficult when it begins to slap you in the face.

The idea that in just a few months I will more than likely be paying for car insurance, health insurance, have a job teaching at a school, taking care of everything for myself...crazy. Or even better that I'm going to move to some foreign state where I know no one and start school all over again to help my career...such a huge decision.


Oh my....I guess time will tell all!

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